I'm at a go no where point in my life. I'm at a job I don't much care for and every possible oportinity for a life of mild fame and fortune are quickly crumbling. I am currently posting this after roughly 2 days sleep deprovision and half a bottle of rum, so I've got a lot on my mind...

I'm 21 but still live a home, how fucking sad is that? I should be out on my own by now. But no, some how I always find a way to squander my savings before I reach a work able amount. 

I haven't dated for 3 years. To be fair, the last girl I dated was certifiably insane, she beleived she was a vampire, so I gave myself a little slack. It has now though been way too damn long. 

Worst of all, the are shitty problems. I shouldn't be whining about this first world shit. I am fucking pathedic...

Oh well, in a weeks time I won't care again. Then I can go back to being the most awesome man alive.